
This is in calmer times along the beloved Nooksack River.
Just two days ago we experienced catastrophic flooding to the region with record level water rise throughout the downtown cores of our two nearest small towns. Our mountain dwelling was spared as our creek tributary found it’s own way back to the larger flow.
It’s been challenging since to find the best route out of the mountains that I can travel to my studio where I make art, and hold space for folks to make connections with ancestors and beloved guides in the in between places of waking, dreaming and walking in liminal time and space.
This is one of the those liminal thresholds where, grief and fear rise with the waters.
High and fast moving water has a way of making us deal with our grief, reckoning with our past, present and future all at once. The anxiety that builds from not knowing what is coming, how much will be lost, or if we’ll ever recover. The barrage of predictions, alerts, and warnings compound the uncertainty until the rivers overflow, changing our paths and forcing chaos into the stillness of surrender.
When I made it back to town today after the waters receded I attended a ritual for grieving and forgiveness. The spirits gently showed me the places where my heart is barricaded with sandbags, where the logs and debris were unleashed to flow with the rushing waters of grief. Offering forgiveness to the places where I am holding blame and judgment for the past helped even more tears flow, adding salt and sugar to the rivers where story finds its way to the seas of dissolution and greater tidal pull of planetary love.

In Studio news:
I am starting an Ancestor Circle this month that runs through March 2026. It meets twice monthly on the the 1st and 3rd Mondays at 2pm PT. It is drop in based, online, so you can come to any or all as you are able. Sliding scale donations. The opening circle is this Monday, December 15th at 2pm Pacific time.
The focus of the circle is on connection to wise and loving ancestors, supporting you while you navigate relationship with self, community, and family. It’s a place to bring your stories, your offerings to the dead, to our more than human kin, and to each other. We’ll make song, and beauty in honor of the beloved earth. Bring your whole heart, your poetry, your art and craft to show and share, let your stories be known.
Visit this link to learn more and register for a circle or two.
Ancestral Healing Sessions:
If you’d like more personalized attention to deepen relationship and navigate healing themes with your ancestors, I offer individual sessions for ancestral healing and also spirit guided rituals of support. Contact me for a no cost 15 minute consult to explore support options.
I hope you are gently tending the waters within as we enter the darkest time of the season.
With love and kindness,
Sidheag




